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Its been forever, i know. I tried to get away from you and just forget you and pretend like you never existed, it was hard, but i was able to get through it.

I can still remember the look on your face when i told you we’re official. Haha awwww good old days. I laugh everytime i look back and think about the days that we were together.

Until now i still ask myself whats happened to us, everything, gone! In an instant. All i knew that you went home and just that you vanished, i waited for your call or text message but i did not hear from you. Then i found out you were with someone else. It shattered everything i was holding on. It took me three years to move on, and finally let you go and it wasnt easy, you kept coming back to me and i do not know what the hell it is that you want. You told me you still love me, it felt like heaven when i heard those words come out of your sweet mouth. I want to jump, clap my hands like a 12 year old who just got the moat wonderful present but reality hit me hard, you were with someone. I still feel the same way for you but i cant ask you to leave your girl to be with me. You told me you dont love her anymore and you want to be with me but what the fvck man i mean i cant be that girl whom you expect to be around everytime you break up or fight with you’re girlfriend, i dont wAnt to be that girl…….